Friday, January 25, 2013

1.25.13 It's Been a While

Yeah it's been a while since i've been here yet again. Personally I have come to hate winter's coldness and think that first chance I get I will leave this place that gets cold like it does in the winter and head some where south, perhaps more south west... I really don't know at this point as to what I will do and perhaps yet again that it petty threats of a broken old man that hates the cold but yet too afraid to get up off his butt and do something about it. I have looked at lots of property and found several places that would be a nice deal; hoever, you know that saying "the grass is always greener"? *laughs* not some of those places.. having problems with water.. or rather the lack of. 3 days without that very precious resource and youre dead in any extreme. Also I really dont want to leave my mom alone, I fear I wont have many years left with her and have like every thing else in my life squandered the time away for meaningless bull crap things. I also really dont want to leave my daughter behind either, or at least not until she turns 18.. i love them both very much. So until then I am still here in this shallow area that I call home freezing my butt off over winter.
Till next time