Sunday, August 20, 2017

Something to ponder 8/20/17

Just something that came to me after hearing of a class x CME that could happen durring the eclipse.. it take about 12-18 hours to hit us after it happens.. for those that do not know, a CME (coronal mass ejection aka solar flair) of that magnatude can be the large scale EMP (electromagnetic pulse) event which can have the same effect that everyone has been worried about from a high altitude nuculear detonation from N Korea or some other country. Not only do you have to worry about the power, cars and electronics going out.. they dont ever talk about people with pacemakers.. depending on how strong the emp is would depend on that as well.. for instance, microwave ovens say to not use around people with pacemakers... it doesnt effect other electronics around it perse but can effect a pacemaker.. so even if a cme does happen and its emp from it isnt strong enough to wipe out everything, it is still something to think about if youre in a crowd  and people just start falling over...

Friday, August 18, 2017

Its been a while

Gave up my job to go into business for my self. Im still a bit nervous being the first week out. I handed out about 40-50 business cards last week and no calls as of yet. People claim they need help and even though I charge alot less than most of the other contractors. I am both excited and beside myself.

I left facebook a couple days ago, its hard to not go back but I really dont need the drama of all the crap thats on there right now. So for the time being, I'm here and will try and post more often between here and my music blog which is hosted at bravenet, simply because I am affraid of being censored with google now censoring things. If they end up censoring this blog then I will move it over there as well.
Anyways, gotta go.

Monday, June 19, 2017


Today, after dropping our son off at work, I had a realization that we actually had a conversation.. a real conversation. This doesn't happen very often with him. we talked about jobs, and how when you work with people that enjoy thier jobs, that you too enjoy your job and work place.
    My realization was that once a child gets out and experiences the real world, that they even though has always seen you as a bad parent, start to see the wisdom of your words from your experience. I saw this with my oldest step daughter from my second marriage and from my daughter the last few years and  my oldest son, it seems it always hits about the age between 16 and up.

Oh and i have still been writing, I just havnt been posting my thoughts to the public.

That is all for now cause I've got to start job hunting again today.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Fighting against the world

Sandi and I were talking earlier about me going bald and how I am pretty scary looking when I'm bald. Reminisced of how she remembered me and how I seemed in highschool when we first met. Afterwards it sent me into memories of how my fight my entire life has been with the world and how I could have concurred the world long ago had I not allowed myself to get distracted along the way. I have seen how I have been distracted from my end game for far too long. Even though I was shown my death on more than one occation of dieing alone between 32-36. These visions and predictions have never come to pass, which leads me to my post I was originally going to post about. In a nutshell I was going to draw on a story of how when things are predicted that they dont always come true or dont come to pass as to how they are predicted.. dont get caught up with it because really all you end up doing is wasting your life to make that prediction come true.. for more details on what I mean, you will have to either comment this post about it or wait for my book to get written and published and read about it there..